my heart feels like its burning and ready to explode. Why did we even argue?


Firstly, i lost money instead of winning money. damn fortune telling animals.

Secondly, UT!!! and i'm not studying!!! how smart am i man....

Lastly, chionging driving alr!!! hahas!!


FML!!! damn hair dye... now its black...


3 months, it had been 3 months since i blogged and my life still goes on as per normal. During this 3 months my life is like a statistic graph, the high and low differentiation is too great and too obvious.

Take my studies for an example, when i am not performing well, i get a B grade,but when i am putting in that little effort, i get an A grade. Now the problem is "what is my motivation?" I need motivation and i need it urgently!! hahas,it sounds kinda wrong though.

Trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

blah blah blah

So from my previous post, i was speaking about the repeating dreams that i had for a few weeks. Up till now , it has not stop at all!! Freak!! this time it is getting more and more worst!! In what way worst, i can't tell but its definitely not about me getting gay or going below my normal standards.

Anyway school is going to start soon. :D :D W56E. studying begins again for me :D:D


I'm finally back.. And all i wanted to report is this dream, I want to know whether is it a sign of fate or just coincidence. Once again it was about me and her and its the same scene all over again. (don't worry, its not sex or anything about it :)

Right now all I want to know is "Could she be having the same dream as me?"
It happened to me 2 times already and i am kind of reluctant of there is a 3rd time.