double kill

i jogged in the morning and bowled in the night. bloody hell my muscles were still damn sore from monday PT..
just maybe this time i might need a longer time to recover my body fully so that i'll be fit and ready for next monday PT again!!! hahas...

I know people may find me fittness crazy with all the jogging and stuffs... but i'm not !! .. i just want to get my NAFA gold and get myself ready for anything..
I'm still weak even though i'm showing that i am strong but its just an act..
i'm serious trying my best to push my body to the limit or even breaking it.

I just want to kill time..

I blogged close to the end of my semester 2 of school(wth).
life to me is like back to square 1, its like a reboot in my brain.
Just maybe now i can concentrate better with my Future on the line..
I wonder if there is anything or anyone who can help me with my unknown situation.



recent updates about me
-Signed bond with army.(approved!!)
-Single (unplanned for)
-jogging recently( aiming for NAFA gold)
-got a phone/mp3(iphone)
-getting very very poor grades with my studies (help!!!!)
-i might be dying soon (joking)
-not getting any younger!!!

my life is back on track!

thumb thumb thumb!!!! i'm back~~~~~ XD

for the past month in my poly life i felt so lucky most of the time..
first time in my 18 years of life and 11 years of studying, i had so much A's in just 5 weeks!!!
think about it man.. more A's in 3 weeks then 11 years of studying !!! lol

another good news was that i got through selection of the bowling trials!!! WOOT!!
best of all , it was during the first 5 mins of the practice throw then the coach and captain asked for my name. (nice right)

now is the holidays for me.. i just hope right now i can balance between my passion towards TKD and bowling in RP. I i wish i could become master at both of them.

orientation

when i got the photos from my orientation i will post!!! hahahs so much fun and so tired now~~

all eyes on me

damn parents !! damn brothers!!!!! hate them.... all keep on nagging at me ...
sometimes i really dun understand them.. they said that i should have gone outings with my friends more.. but when i really am out with my friends , they say that i went overboard..

maybe i should not have stop smoking .. just maybe it would help a little ... maybe i should not have been occupying myself with any excerise or gyming .... it would helped me save a lot of cash.... maybe i should have defer my poly and gone into army instead...

just maybe i should have ended my life.... wads the point of living up to my parents expectation when they would just praise me 1/10 time they speak to me ...

i still inferior to everyone in my family ... 2 parents and 2 brothers that are working ... father is an army officer who will do anything to please my mother and stop her from nagging ... my mother a nurse who will do anything in the family to prove that she is always right ..1st brother who is working though he is hearing impaired, he is still my older brother even if his qualification is lower than mine .. 2nd brother who is working as a nurse and always want to be perfect. even though he is perfect , he still does not want to lose to me just becoz i got into a poly....

all eyes on me just because i got into a poly , either they want to over take me or wants to push me forward..
i just want to tell them to be satisfied with what they have ... why must all of them be ambitious for me ...
must i put a fake smile infront of them just to make them feel happy

i need the music god back ~~~

oh no .... i'm becoming high on gaming .... shit shit shit .....

its that my temporary life now too ??

when i go for training now .. all i can hear in my mind is "HIT!!!! HIT !!!!"

but up till now i see no improvement

bloody configuration caused me to lose all my songs... have to start from scratch now XD XD
my com maybe older and the newer version and has lesser space...

but i'm proud to say ... it still rocks!!!!!

its moderm is still going strong and beating those new com.... hahas its just too good ....

(i'm sure those who read my blog knows wad i'm talking abt XD XD )

i jus dun want to state the brand of the new lap-tops XD XD

NEC ah dear NEC ..... i still love you my stupid lap-top..... please to be a problem to me when i start school .... i promise i will get you more space .... XD XD

(oh my gosh !!! i'm starting to talk to my own com now)

argh!!!!! all gone ~~~!~!~! my wife~~~~~~

damn!!!! ops ops ... must try to stop swearing alr .... hahas

went to do my computer configuration last thursday...

the good thing is that they upgraded my com software to window vista enterprise!!!!!

however the bad news is all my things where deleted!!!!! 3gb of songs gone~3 online game gone~

my photos that i brought so much memories to my life gone~~~~ why~!~!~!~!~! hahas sian!!!!!! argh!!!~!~!~! i think this time round i will emo for my computer... and i found this picture of a liger~~~ cute rite!!!!