woke up in the morning at around 11.30 in the morning... i had barely 6 hours of rest....
i kinda another weird dream and it was about her again... why? why must it be in the middle of the prelims?! what is wrong with me?! i just want to get rid of the image of her just for this 3 months.... but it dosen't seems to be working at all .... i just try and try to forget her but end up i felt more and more empty .... even my head take it anymore .. i just want to cry and scream out loud with all my anger....i can no longer bare or tolerate anymore...