Welcome to the remix of my life :)

2011-09-19T00:50:00.002+08:00

my heart feels like its burning and ready to explode. Why did we even argue?

shine

2010-07-14T13:19:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i lost money instead of winning money. damn fortune telling animals.

Secondly, UT!!! and i'm not studying!!! how smart am i man....

Lastly, chionging driving alr!!! hahas!!

WTF

2010-07-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

FML!!! damn hair dye... now its black...

life.

2010-06-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

3 months, it had been 3 months since i blogged and my life still goes on as per normal. During this 3 months my life is like a statistic graph, the high and low differentiation is too great and too obvious.

Take my studies for an example, when i am not performing well, i get a B grade,but when i am putting in that little effort, i get an A grade. Now the problem is "what is my motivation?" I need motivation and i need it urgently!! hahas,it sounds kinda wrong though.

2010-05-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

Trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

blah blah blah

2010-04-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

So from my previous post, i was speaking about the repeating dreams that i had for a few weeks. Up till now , it has not stop at all!! Freak!! this time it is getting more and more worst!! In what way worst, i can't tell but its definitely not about me getting gay or going below my normal standards.

Anyway school is going to start soon. :D :D W56E. studying begins again for me :D:D

Again

2010-04-05T19:43:00.002+08:00

I'm finally back.. And all i wanted to report is this dream, I want to know whether is it a sign of fate or just coincidence. Once again it was about me and her and its the same scene all over again. (don't worry, its not sex or anything about it :)

Right now all I want to know is "Could she be having the same dream as me?"
It happened to me 2 times already and i am kind of reluctant of there is a 3rd time.

nightmare

2010-03-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had a nightmare that was so real that you can feel it? I had mine and i could not get out of it.. Erm.. lets say... i was back studying again in secondary school and in that nightmare, i constantly told myself that "i was dreaming" I keep on walking around the school like a wondering ghost and could still talk to the other classmates.. How freaky was that...

Argh~~~ i just wish it don't happen again.. Peace.

2010-03-10T01:09:00.001+08:00

Which is better? Giving attention or seeking attention?
Which will be the correct thing to do? stand out or blend in with others?
Which one will you like ?

......

2010-03-08T00:41:00.001+08:00

once again.. i regreted what i did in the past.
Its what caused me to be in the position of where i am right now...

annoyed!!

2010-02-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

after today's training, i seriously wished i got a iron thumb.. after going for training consistently, i got a minor blister on my thumb, FML. I just dun get it, how did i ever get a blister on my fucking thumb?!?!

soon the class chalet and i will be damn high and drunk at it !! lol

bored..

2010-02-21T01:08:00.003+08:00

bored bored bored bored bored.. holidays and i'm still bored.. i really wanted to enjoy the holidays but i'm still bored even after doing nonsense...

just maybe i'll be picking up gyming again.... high chance eh...
oh well, my life is quite a hazard now. exams over and now waiting for my results.

for my family side, its forever a hazard.:D

i dream of you again.. what should i do? i just wonder whether is it a good sign or a bad sign?

wow~~~

2010-02-13T18:24:00.003+08:00

today is CNY eve.. tommrrow is valentine day and the start of CNY..

How fuck up is that? well it seems that my exam is finally over.. i wonder whether i will be able to pass all my modules..

So for my holiday plan.. line-up would be
1. bowling training every tuesday , thursday and saturday.
2. gonna have 3 chalet bbq!!! but all at the same place ( downtown east) ~.~
3. i not too sure .. lol but sure will have somehting to do :)

yesterday today and tommrrow

2010-02-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the last day of school and i had the weirdest dream and tommrrow is my study day... WTH ...

enjoyed the last day of W14H. Its like last semester all over again, the joy happened and gone all over again.

Today i had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that i walked into a bakery and took one of each type of food on my tray and ate finish all after that. Funny dream for an afternoon nap eh..

2 mre days till UT3 .. god please help me ..as i still suck as some of the topics in chemistry..

I will update my music library soon!!!

i see colours of a negative rainbow??? WTH

2010-02-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

i had been having some problem in my sleep.
i was fighting in my dreams for weeks. i could even wake up in the middle of the night with the position to kick (still lying on the bed) imagine that.
I wonder is that my adrenaline kicking in? or is that stress kicking in?

i need help...

2010-02-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

i nearly died yesterday. volmiting and shit all morning.. damn gastric flu.. i really wish i'll be alright by tommrrow. pray pray pray hard for myself now..

14 down and 2 more to go

2010-01-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

WTF !!!! I hate goodbyes to my family!!!.. no matter who you guys are.. you all are still family!!!!

kill the bad and gain the good and achieve the best.

2010-01-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

had quite a f-up day intially but my mood began to change slowly as i do the worksheet. I feel that the more i do , the more i really understand physics !!!!(but in the end i dun think i did well)

Well the presentation went well and better in the end :p, how i wished that my last 12 weeks of physics could be this nice.

Anyway bowling training was better!!! the new ball i gotten was working perfectly. the games were smooth for me. (Good job finally!!)

And now i am at home, the best part would be that i finally gotten an "A" grade for MCB!!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!!!! 2nd best > cognitive = 2 A in a row!!!!!!!! DOUBLE HELL YEAH!!!!!

Anyway its this late and i'm still high.. i wonder will i be able to sleep??? WTH

Monday= i love PT!!!

2010-01-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

yes today is monday!!! And i love PT!!! i dunno why but i just love to run. Impressively I improved!! hahas.. i ran before the PT, 1.5 km I improved from 8.30 to 7.30 mins.... i feel great even though i did not ran well for PT :p..

Did the basic stuffs after PT , Shower > Dinner > Home > RJ.

Right now i am wondering. Just how much effort do i need to produce now? How much longer must i wait? Its just my life, and I have to live with it right?

I must be stronger!! i must be better!!!! but not the King of all..

its offcial!!!

2010-01-24T23:38:00.001+08:00

my parents love my life but i hate it.

I dun know what is the correct thing to do anymore, to please my parents or the please myself?

If i were to choose 1 over another, i would always ended up unbalance in my life.
I dun have enough freedom for my own private life, everytime i tried to step over the line, my mum would just swoop down from some hidden angle like an eagle and take that "freedom" away from me(how freaky is that).

saturday and after effect

2010-01-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

morning tuition then lunch then went to the storehub to help my dad pack the store.

in the late afternoon fell asleep. so tired for me now.. didn't wake up in time for the dinner with my family.( didn't know what gotten into me. so tired that i couldn't even remember that my bro woke me up).

woke up and then my family came home. My mum same evil aura of darth vader, just stared at me and walked away. (so much for being a role model for the young ones, she never practice what she preeches).

once m 2nd bro and his gf left, its like trigger for the atomic bomb. imagine the sound effect when they left the house and my mum just exploded non-stop!! my dad and me were the victims at home and even the innocents(my 2 other brothers) were not spared even though they were not at the scene. i admit that i am at fault but just give my dad a break la you idiot(mum)

went to meet branson for dinner. simple talk, eat and enjoy the night and thats joy for the day.

double kill

2010-01-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

i jogged in the morning and bowled in the night. bloody hell my muscles were still damn sore from monday PT..
just maybe this time i might need a longer time to recover my body fully so that i'll be fit and ready for next monday PT again!!! hahas...

I know people may find me fittness crazy with all the jogging and stuffs... but i'm not !! .. i just want to get my NAFA gold and get myself ready for anything..
I'm still weak even though i'm showing that i am strong but its just an act..
i'm serious trying my best to push my body to the limit or even breaking it.

I just want to kill time..

2010-01-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

I blogged close to the end of my semester 2 of school(wth).
life to me is like back to square 1, its like a reboot in my brain.
Just maybe now i can concentrate better with my Future on the line..
I wonder if there is anything or anyone who can help me with my unknown situation.

recent updates about me
-Signed bond with army.(approved!!)
-Single (unplanned for)
-jogging recently( aiming for NAFA gold)
-got a phone/mp3(iphone)
-getting very very poor grades with my studies (help!!!!)
-i might be dying soon (joking)
-not getting any younger!!!

my life is back on track!

2009-06-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

thumb thumb thumb!!!! i'm back~~~~~ XD

for the past month in my poly life i felt so lucky most of the time..
first time in my 18 years of life and 11 years of studying, i had so much A's in just 5 weeks!!!
think about it man.. more A's in 3 weeks then 11 years of studying !!! lol

another good news was that i got through selection of the bowling trials!!! WOOT!!
best of all , it was during the first 5 mins of the practice throw then the coach and captain asked for my name. (nice right)

now is the holidays for me.. i just hope right now i can balance between my passion towards TKD and bowling in RP. I i wish i could become master at both of them.

orientation

2009-04-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

when i got the photos from my orientation i will post!!! hahahs so much fun and so tired now~~

all eyes on me

2009-04-02T14:42:00.001+08:00

damn parents !! damn brothers!!!!! hate them.... all keep on nagging at me ...
sometimes i really dun understand them.. they said that i should have gone outings with my friends more.. but when i really am out with my friends , they say that i went overboard..

maybe i should not have stop smoking .. just maybe it would help a little ... maybe i should not have been occupying myself with any excerise or gyming .... it would helped me save a lot of cash.... maybe i should have defer my poly and gone into army instead...

just maybe i should have ended my life.... wads the point of living up to my parents expectation when they would just praise me 1/10 time they speak to me ...

i still inferior to everyone in my family ... 2 parents and 2 brothers that are working ... father is an army officer who will do anything to please my mother and stop her from nagging ... my mother a nurse who will do anything in the family to prove that she is always right ..1st brother who is working though he is hearing impaired, he is still my older brother even if his qualification is lower than mine .. 2nd brother who is working as a nurse and always want to be perfect. even though he is perfect , he still does not want to lose to me just becoz i got into a poly....

all eyes on me just because i got into a poly , either they want to over take me or wants to push me forward..
i just want to tell them to be satisfied with what they have ... why must all of them be ambitious for me ...
must i put a fake smile infront of them just to make them feel happy

i need the music god back ~~~

2009-03-25T03:15:00.001+08:00

oh no .... i'm becoming high on gaming .... shit shit shit .....

its that my temporary life now too ??

when i go for training now .. all i can hear in my mind is "HIT!!!! HIT !!!!"

but up till now i see no improvement

bloody configuration caused me to lose all my songs... have to start from scratch now XD XD
my com maybe older and the newer version and has lesser space...

but i'm proud to say ... it still rocks!!!!!

its moderm is still going strong and beating those new com.... hahas its just too good ....

(i'm sure those who read my blog knows wad i'm talking abt XD XD )

i jus dun want to state the brand of the new lap-tops XD XD

NEC ah dear NEC ..... i still love you my stupid lap-top..... please to be a problem to me when i start school .... i promise i will get you more space .... XD XD

(oh my gosh !!! i'm starting to talk to my own com now)

argh!!!!! all gone ~~~!~!~! my wife~~~~~~

2009-03-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

damn!!!! ops ops ... must try to stop swearing alr .... hahas

went to do my computer configuration last thursday...

the good thing is that they upgraded my com software to window vista enterprise!!!!!

however the bad news is all my things where deleted!!!!! 3gb of songs gone~3 online game gone~

my photos that i brought so much memories to my life gone~~~~ why~!~!~!~!~! hahas sian!!!!!! argh!!!~!~!~! i think this time round i will emo for my computer... and i found this picture of a liger~~~ cute rite!!!!

dear penis!!!! hahas

2009-03-11T16:08:00.000+08:00

pro la ...just gotten the last 2 books

1 to forget you and 2 journey...

phew ~~~ another 2 more books to read to kill time for another month... not forgetting twilight that chua lend me last week ....

now , i have a sudden interest in puppies.. adorable aren't they hahas cute lke hell when they are asleep~~~~ cute rite!!!! ^ ^

si bei sian ar!!!!!

2009-03-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

3 basic things that i do almost every week that makes me a lifeless being..

1, eat

2, sleep

3, play

its just another month more till school starts for me and i dun really know weather i can hold it in myself much longer..

my luck is getting from bad to worst...

sounds depressed? nah

i'm just stating the facts of my freaking life for until now.

If i had a time machine right now.. i would have teleported myself exactly 1 year ago and tell my past self not to let her go and study hard. haix... too late and too bad

if i had not joined tkd.. would i have been a rugger or a nerd? lol most likely a nerd... XD XD

if i had a younger sibling ( i wish ) i would tell him/her not to follow my footsteps and get themselves into the same freaking situation as i am right now..

if i had studied really hard... i would have been taking my A levels this year ( weird but i had wished for that once XD )

i maybe the first in my family to get to study in a poly but its still not what i feel comfortable with..

i knew that he is jealous of what i had achieved but i am only doing what i am good at and so should you or anyone else...

i know that we maybe treating each other like brothers but it does not give you a reason to lie to me.

though i maybe violent and a threat but i still respect you . i will not show jealousy or signs of hatred .

the plus and minus!! of almost everything i did the past 2 month!!!!!

2009-02-24T15:17:00.001+08:00

minus(-) (looks wrong eh)

hahas nvm .... jobless!!!!!! pathetic ..... i wanted to post it out earlier but i kinda lazy ...

2ND!!!!!currently very down.... having a knee injury... its like everytime i move and i can feel knocking effects on my right knee... very bad....

3RD!!!! i still dunno the reason why i cant use the freaking bluetooth function properly!!!!wah kao lei.......(can anyone help me)

4th!!!! this might be sad for me for the next 3 years..... since i cant get into any poly with tkd... high chance i cannot compete in their inter school tournament.... sianed....

plus plus !!!! (+) (looks way wrong too ) -.-

thanks to my hard work in the gym and constant eating at tepanyaki!!!... i gain ard 2 kg!!!!!! wuhahahs....

@nd!!!! i got into pharmecutical science in rp!!!! WOOT AR!!!!! (high chance can work with medicine) wuhahahas.....sick

#rd!!!! i dunno its a plus or minus ... but anyway to me its a plus... wuhahahs.. i kinda pick up reading to kill time instead of playing online game... ( is that why it has been raining these few days?)
$th!!!!! though valentine day i was still single , but i was still celebrating with my best best best best friends....this proves i am not alone!!!! ( still lonely at home)

%th!!!!! i am back in the bowling league man!!!!! and recently i just earn my point!!!!but still lost overall... -.- jia lat..... hahas(its still a good start hor)

unfortunatly this is all i can think of... seldom had any memories . neither good nor bad...

2009-01-18T03:57:00.001+08:00

what you mean by dead!!!! i'm back hor!!!!! but nothing much to say la~~~ sianx

countdown to SUCCESS

2009-01-10T02:09:00.000+08:00

12/1/09 monday means o'level results day..

many people said that they would shed tears but of what ?

tears of joy or tears of sadness?

-i wish to all to Shed tears of joy...

-our United effort since the begining of last year must not go to waste..

-lets make sure that our effort were neither toyed nor Condemned...

-let us shine and Continue to let us know how gold and winning is Entirely being tasted ...

-let that day itself prove to history that we made a difference..

-let the whole Society know that we are different from the previous generation...

-i will may not wish to be the best but i wish to be the best of myself...

-let us together Step over this cursed road of misery with a smile ...

spot it yet? :)

another chapter of my life.

2009-01-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

quite another long while since post again.. :)
whole week was rather dull until recently :)
fun times at the class chalet , christmas and countdown , just wish it would happen everyday... being with close people and seeing their smiles makes me happy and clear my minds off any distractions..

But !

its the start of a new year... now its just for me to take things step by step and crawl back up to create a new chapter of my life on my own ( damn i'm lazy at doing that). but what options do i have ? , starting a new year by emoing .. thats nice... hahas.. hopefully ending it with a happily ever after....

back , brain-dead and bored. (try the questions)

2008-12-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

hello~~~ hahas .. as requested !!! i came back to update!!!.. this round free but the next request must pay hor guys!!.

after the o's the holidays were great.. malacca with my family. sentosa with the guys(twice!!!!). golfing with my famliy .
training at the gym with the guys and my tkd training non-stop!!! for job wise... MAX la!!! sent the resume and no reply yet...

but luck just came pass me... just signed up on the internet er.. some personal trainer job .. hopefully HOPEFULLY!!!! i get the job.. well no harm trying ... lol

but now is just sitting back and continue finding jobs on the net ... just hope i can send flyers around ... that would do... and preparing for the chalet next week!!!! Woot!!!

-interesting discoveries during my holidays...
1. go to the gym at tampines swimming complex and you will find a common interest among all the people that are excerising .... oh ya remember at 5 plus then it will happen... try guessing it

2. max has a favourite colour !!!! er... no its colours!!! try guessing this also!!!

3. try to find the answer why some people could not keep their whole arms close to their body in a straight position during the national anthem or during a foot drill practice... (hint : go to the gym and find out)

find out the answers and post it on my chatbox!!! i'll tell you all the correct answer on the next post with new questions..:>

did not know a day of absence of school could cause go much

2008-09-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

idiot mother
idiot brother...

only my father knows how i feel .......

idiot idiot idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno the lifestyle of a true leader and yet conplaint so much about his attitude.....
dun have the olevel qualification and yet complaint about my attitude in studying....

both of them are alike... selfish,rude,not supportive and arrgont!!!!!!

just when i tot i made my day by studying in peace... both of them have to corner me and nag at me.... i don't deserve this !!!!!!!! fuck-up day!!!!!

hooked on a feeling!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

Ouga Chaka ouga! ....I can't stop this feeling ...Deep inside of me.Girl, you just don't realizeWhat you do to me.When you hold meIn your arms so tight,You let me know,Everythings alright, ahahahI'm hooked on a feeling,I'm high on believing,That your in love with me.Lips as sweet as candy.Their taste stays on my mind.Girl, you keep me thirsty for another cup of wine.I got it bad for you girl,But I don't need a cure,I'll just stay addicted, If I can endureAll the good love, when we're all aloneKeep it up girl, yeah you turn me on.I'mmm, I'mmm Hooked on a feeling.I'm high on believing that your in love with me.All the good love, when we're all aloneKeep it up girl, yeah you turn me on.Ahaha I'm hooked on a feeling,I'm high on believing,That your in love with me.I'm hooked on a feeling,I'm high on believing,That your in love with me.I say I'm hooked on a feeling,And I'm high on believing,That your in love with me.I'm hooked on a feeling.

a song that put a smile on my face.... for me to share to all you guys reading my blog.... i will not be emo anymore!!!!!!!!!!! (for now)!!!!!!! very long since i lasted posted an entry right? busy and was very emo...now i'm not anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

confusion knocked my head and caused major breakdown in my brain!!!

2008-09-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

prelims was finally over today!!!! woot!!!! hahas.. knowing that i have done badly even without getting back the results... hahas .. i have start to realise how dumb i was to actually prepare so hard just to fail.... sad rite?.... hahas.. maths p2 was easy to understand but hard to do... than yesterday was science practical!!! it was worst!!! especially bio.... sian.....

got my new timetable today and was not quite happy with the arrangements... early dismiss just for own studying session in the afternoon.. haix... than libray opened till 6!!! it useless... it will still be very very!!!! crowded with those noisey lower sec students!!! argh!!!

starting a new day tommrrow and will be serious from tommrrow's lesson onwards!!!

another 2 days without the meaning of life

2008-09-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

well yesterday i went to the gym... i promised myself to pump up my body for the very last time before the o'levels.... i decided to chiong this whole week!!!! yesterday i went to the gym and had a 10 mins non-stop jog on the machine... hahahs i was non-stop but some guy just came beside me and too had a jogged... but the funny thing was that he came up later and got down the machine earlier than me !!! he was trying to show off his arm muscles as he worn a singlet!!! damn dumb rite?hahahas!!!

after the 10mins jogged... i had gone straight to the pull-up assist machine and done 50 normal pull-ups and 50 push-ups !!! woot!!! than i gone to the sit-up bench and done my 30 sit-ups with a 5 kg load!!! hahahs may not sound a bit crazy to some of you but it was quite fun.....

than i had a quick shower and headed to my favourite chicken chop store!!!! hahahas(somewhere near big book store) tokyo western!!!! hahahs thats the stores' name... yummy ...

well then today i had my sci mock pratical and it was fuking funny!!!! hahahs

jin seng was beside me during the whole practical and we weere actually discussing the answer even though it was a mock paper!!! hahahs

my tears of sorrow but not tears of joy........

2008-09-01T01:36:00.001+08:00

i might be a fool just by listening to your lie,
i might be a fool just by trusting you,
i might even be an idiot just to see you do that in front of me.
but .
why do you have to make me suffer?
why do you have to make fell more remorseful?
why do you have to make me look like a fool?

why?why?why?why?why?why?

what do i want?
i want the truth... no more lies .. please no more.... i just to know the truth and i will pretend that nth had happened.. i will surely turn my soul away from you.....

if nothing is done , please dun be sorry after the damage is done next week....
don't force me to break my limit that i had been holding up for so long...
you do not want to see my scary side.....
but i swear i will break it if something is not done.....
i will show no mercy even if you are on your knees.....

why do i sound so emotional yet so angry?
ask yourself.....

i know you had never given me hope but why still so cruel in putting on the pressure indirectly?
i know i may sound wrong and very unreasonable but imagine you in my position... what am i talking about is what you should feel at least....

end of the topic

i just placed my feelings of how i feel in this current post... ( i read through it and i find it emo but i'm feeling better now...)

the day before , today and now

2008-08-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

friday was teacher's day rite... so i , as the head P.A boy did wad the other generation would have done... walked ms abraham across the hall as her escourt to her seat... hahahs it was a last minute arrangment that was purposely brought up by me... hahahs.. of course i had fu jiun to help me contact the exco-members for the changes... hahahs ..

the hidden history was that any head P.A boy for that year was to escourt ms abraham across the hall for every teacher's day. last year i failed to do it but last friday i was able to keep my head up high and felt proud for that moment...

scenario:

i found her beside that hall standing as she was looking for any wrong attitude made by the students(as a DM) hahas..

walked beside her and said: ms abraham... would you ?
her replied was:..... ( shocked that i asked her)(seen from the facial expression)
she thought nobody would bring her to her seat but she was smiling after that.
i said: don't worry, i will walked with you .
her simple reply that was able to raise my head from the previous mistake was: thank you ( with a tap on my shoulder)....
as i walked acros the hall , many people was shocked to see me escourting her instead of any big-shot students like the exco-members or the head prefects..... i started to hear strange noises from the crowd that sounded like my names were being called... hahhas kinda of fun for that moment..
walked her to her seat and imediately went back to worked....

the concert totally went according as planned... sweet...

later after the performance... had a small celebration for the teachers teaching the wholde sec 5 classes..... hahahs called all the teachers .. then mr ari and ms tan ( principal and vice-principal)
it was actually a last minute idea hahas.. gave the opening speech and started the video... hahahs suddenly in the midde of the video... i saw quite a number of ex-students standing outside, and was actually also looking at the video... many laughters by the teachers and the students... though the video corked up the last part... lol(i am truly sorry)... the teachers did enjoyed it a lot... hahahas.... had the teacher's day cake... mmmmmm very delicious.. hahas lucky got adele order the cake!!! hahahs very nice thanks !!!! i took 2 servings but my mind was still carving for more ... hahas....many praises from both the p and vp guys!!!!! hahahs they said that both our classe are very united!!!! and very coorperative!!!!! hahahs... able to make the celebration for the teachers together very thoughtful!!! hahahhas still got much much more...hahahs that was the only fun that day

yesterday "saturday"

the tournament day.... saw many people fight.... joel had gold !!!! and justin got bronze!!!! hahahas that makes a total of 3 gold and 1 bronze for the club.... soon the morning will be my bros and benjamin fight... hahahs even now i'm quite worried for ivan and benjamin as they will be facing each other in the first round.... i know wads the outcome of the match but i'm worried about the outcome of their friendship.... i just wish that it was me instead of ivan in the ring tommrrow....

of course now i would like to sleep... hahahs total only got 5 hours to sleep !!! hahahas

signing off kingston!!!!

D&T for life!!!!

2008-08-28T00:52:00.000+08:00

woot the papers today was POA paper 1(mcq) and DNT theory.

hahahs,firstly the poa mulitple choice question was tiring yet fun... it lasted for 1 hours but but i did within 35 mins and did not even bothered to check.....

the funniest scene was.

kingston did the question for 20 mins..... after that he turned to the right.... max was already down.
kingston grew tired and wants to sleep , but he persevered till the last question.
total time taked was 35 mins. after finishing the last question, he straight away when into a peaceful sleeping state under the cool wind that was blown into the hall.
times up!!! kingston woke up and saw almost half the sec 5 students sleeping.... looked up and saw hafiz still on his table ..
i tab him and woke him up......
after collection of paper. most of us were excited because we had a wonderful sleep.lol

had bio paper and chem paper and poa paper........... hahahahs now at bryan house doing dnt .. have to pass up to mdm yong tommrow afternoon at 1.45!!!!

2008-08-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning at around 11.30 in the morning... i had barely 6 hours of rest....
i kinda another weird dream and it was about her again... why? why must it be in the middle of the prelims?! what is wrong with me?! i just want to get rid of the image of her just for this 3 months.... but it dosen't seems to be working at all .... i just try and try to forget her but end up i felt more and more empty .... even my head take it anymore .. i just want to cry and scream out loud with all my anger....i can no longer bare or tolerate anymore...

yesterday , today , and hopefully tommrrow

2008-08-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

time is 2.40 am and date is 24/aug/2008

yesterday :<

fun while it lasted... hahas i spent almost 8 hours non-stop just to do 3 different subject !!!! D&T/chemistry and lastly bio... of coursed had the group tuition thingy and everybody were fuking hyper!!!! hahahs even at dinner ... we were discrimination people behind their backs and well, 4/5 of us were enjoying it... hahahas!!!! later on i went for my TKD training... hahas .. reached there late and i was kind tired mentally.. even now ... while they were having their breaktime , i went to climb the stairs for 3 sets as a warm up ... (of course up to the highest level and going back down is considered a set) hahahs... i kinda freaked out that i actually finish the 3 sets during that 5 mins!!! hahahas ... power... and kinda shocking... after the quick 1st set, the 2nd and 3rd set were kinda fast eventhough i felt that i was slowing down!!! must be the adrenaline that rushed to my head that slowed my mind!!! hahahs....

of course i did my stretchings and joined in the class... had a fun time kicking the targets... hahas

the fun thing that all the blackbelts(including me) had different shouts !!! u could hear 1 shouting but halfway the voice cracked.... and another shouting.. no rawring like a lion!!! hahahas...after the kicking, then the time ran out on us as it straight was 10pm!!!! hahahs

immediately , the classed was dissmissed and the black belts had a sparring session!!!!! i was kinda hyped for that session man!!!! hahhas...

well after that ... went back home and slack all the way till now... and i'm still not tired!!!! hahahs ..

i'm going to do my dnt after this... hahas.. hopefully i can have afternoon nap today and actually study for my chemistry for tommrrow!!!!!! hahahhas

my second star flew passed me again..

2008-08-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

damn!!!!

today got 3 papers.. ss/english p1 & 2

stupid school arangement... make the ss paper in the morning (7.45 till 9.15) than had the english papers in the afternoon till evening.. its like so WTH!!!!

overall for both papers i did well ... (i think) but i'm sure that my ss paper is able to pass at least!!! and same goes for my english paper 1..

the feeling of satisfaction after my 1st compo was incredible!!!

the items was

DO friends or family play a more influential role in you life?
write about what happened when you accidentally discovered an important family secret.
discuss some of the modern-day distractions affecting the teens of today
young singaporeans who have worked or studied abroad for a length of time are better than those who have not. do you agree?
sacrifice

after looking at all the topics... i chose the sacrifice... i straight away started to imagine the whole story in that few minutes after i saw the paper!!!! hahahs !!! power rite!!!! in the end i wrote about a person who lost everything , job ,and nearly life, but was then save by a lady who later on became his wife..the last sentence i wrote...

'compared from before , now i feel that seeing the joy of my family is worth the sacrifice rather than sacrificing myself for my own freedom'

power rite..... hahahahas... i even used ' sacrificing your own life for your own freedom is selfish' (i think)

overall the paper i think i did ok ... its a sure pass compo!!! i can feel it!!!

haix sian tommrrow still have to go school in the morning ....sian.......

lucky star shines on me finally

2008-08-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

How i wish that it was like last year.. just you and me .. nobody was there to disturb us... how i wish....(oh my gosh !!! so emo...) hahahas.

made up this new blog!!!!!! just realised that i always spend too much time in running through my thoughts over and over again!!!!! so i decided to start to make a blog !!!!!! damn i'm a freak... hahas...

today just started my prelims and had the history paper first than maths P1...

my teacher con my friends by saying that the sourcebase was hard!!!! i took his advice seriously and really studied for CHINA!!!!! damn that topic was a nice and easy one in the end.....

but the results was sourcebase=war in europe WW2 and luckily essays was russia/china/germany(nazi)!!!! luckily there was china !!! i actually completed a 12 marks essay!!!! but the second question i did it halfway... shoot... dang... but luckily for the sourcebase, i was able to complete at least 3 quater of the section!!! woot!!!! sure pass for history~!~!~!

haix maths... i'll make it short and sweet... i was doing so well till the last4 !!!!!pages........shoot.... the difficulty of the paper was the same statistics compared to the stock market.... full of ups and downs.....hate it....i used to like it but i just do not know why i cannot get the hang of it again.... why!!!!!!!!!